Unreal

I WANT TO FEEL MY HEARTBEAT FAST
I WANT TO FEEL IN MY BODY THE ENERGY
I WONT TO FEEL THAT BEAUTIFUL FEELING

I WANT TO SHOCK MY SELF
I WANT TO PROVE ME MY BRAVERY
I WONT TO SEE
I WONT TO HEAR

I WANT TO IMMERSE-ME IN A DEEP NIGHTMARE
FOR COME NOT OUT IT ANY MORE
I DON'T KNOW ANY MORE WHAT I'M DOING
I DON'T KNOW ANY MORE IF I'M THINKING

I NEED TO FEEL MY HEARTBEAT FAST
I NEED TO FEEL IN MY BODY THE ENERGY
I NEED TO FEEL THAT BEAUTIFUL FEELING

I NEED TO SHOCK MY SELF
I NEED TO BUILD UP ME MY COURAGE 
I NEED TO HEAR
I NEED TO LISTEN

DO YOU REMEMBER WHEN I WOULD FEEL THE ENERGY?
DO YOU REMEMBER WHEN I WOULD FEEL MY HEARTBEAT?
ALL THIS FOR WAKE UP INTO THE FULL DARKNESS
AND TO UNDERSTAND THAT WAS SO UNREAL!!!!!!!! 

I WANT TO IMMERSE-ME IN A DEEP NIGHTMARE
FOR COME NOT OUT IT ANY MORE
I DON'T KNOW ANY MORE WHAT I'M DOING
I DON'T KNOW ANY MORE WHY I'M DISSEMBLING!!!!!